informal complaints to the guy up there

This conversation is with one of my roommates, Daniel:

Daniel
hey hot dog

Eva
hey... motherfucker
I dunno.
what's up

Daniel
no, there are no mother fuckers up here!! YOU , you are the mother fuckers
suck ir

Eva
suck my cock

dirty ass fuckers need to be home to clean the house on sunday, or I am going to start charging $8 an hour every time I clean the house by myself on sunday. I am no one's mother or maid.

I am 90% not coming home this weekend because I am busy as shit with DKS stuff. I-week is next week. it's going to be so weird to have the pledging process finally be over. I was having a really rough time tonight with pledging and I was thinking about just dropping, but I texted my big and we met up and she made me feel so much better. I love my big.

OH. and we got our big brothers form our brother fraternity, alpha epsilon pi (AEPi). my big brother is going to be fantastic. except we are both busy for the next two weeks so we can't really hang out, so hopefully I cross over so we can finally hang out. (I'm pretty determined to cross over, but nothing is for sure so I don't want to jinx it by saying I WILL cross over.)

umm, my landlord like randomly came to the house today. he went into the garage and got his mail. not sure why his mail is still being sent over here. but we shouldn't be getting it. and I'm pretty sure he's not supposed to be randomly showing up at the house without telling us. we have a right to privacy.

anyway, yeah, dirty ass fuckers need to start cleaning because I have a busy schedule and I cannot be cleaning anyone else's shit. a lot of the time I wish I lived in 140 upper instead of 140 lower. the guys up there are more mature and actually get their shit done.

edit: never mind. I just told tim that either he or kippy needs to clean the next two sundays. that was easy, let's see if they actually get it done.

I don't like making all these unhappy posts but I guess lj is a good place to vent. but I have so much going on and I'm so busy that lately I can't find time for myself. I'm swimming in school and sorority. wednesday I didn't get home until 1am and today I was home for an hour until I had to leave again. and it's right before my period starts (tmi? I don't really care.) so I'm really crazy and hormonal and anxious and not really in a good place to be really busy. our landlord is a typical landlord and is kind of screwing us over, and no one else really has the initiative to do something that'll MAKE him want to fix everything. so I'm doing it. and... I really can't concentrate on what I need to concentrate on right now. which is school and sleep (that is, getting adequate amounts of both, and of both, I have neither). so, I don't really know what to do. yeah. I guess it might just pass in time.

eh, I don't really want to go home. it's nice here without tim in the house, it's a four-day weekend, and I could be hanging with my big. and cleaning. and grocery shopping. but I guess I'm going. oh and I need a hot dog costume. which I could get here. but I guess...

wait. why am I going home again?

crushed under the load of responsibilities laying on my shoulders.

I want a massage :(

THEY REVEALED OUR BIGS TONIGHT!

AHHHHHHH!



I'm hotlinking from Facebook... how ghetto. And I look like a little kid. In a candy store. AHAH.

But, my big sis is Raquel! Which I am TOTALLYSUPEROMGHEYEXCITED ABOUT. After I found out she was my big I was so excited I told her I could probably run a mile right then.

BUT I was so worried I would get a big that like, didn't get me at all. BUT RAQUEL LOVES THE OFFICE AND HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER. And when I was describing the sorority I was talking about how in HIMYM they had the "woo girls" that woo over EVERYTHING - "I got a new dog! WOOOOOO!" "Let's do shots! WOOOOO!" "There's a cute boy in the corner! WOOOOOO!" And the sorority is TOTALLY NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL. AND SHE GOT IT. AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU!

BUT. We are so much more than TV. :D We just really clicked during rush, and every time I went to a rush event I went over and sat with her, because it was just easy to talk to her. :3

YES. I LOVE MY BIG. :D

not being able to finish one of your pledge tasks is excruciatingly disappointing.

like marching a show and not getting the feeling you're supposed to. like marching it and actually being able to remember it afterward because you know it wasn't good (I never remember any detail of my good shows)

but that's why I joined, so I could feel accomplished again and not like I'm doing something for nothing. :/

we were so close. 30 more minutes and we would have been done.

So much work to do! I didn't even realize that I have a psychology exam on Monday... uughgkjnakjeg.

And plus I have to study my sorority stuff before I-week, and learn the serenades, and aoghw;oeig AHHHHHH.

And I have to clean my room, and the freaking internet doesn't work again >:O I want my rent check back, landlord!

AND I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN MY FINANCIAL AID YET. I think I'm gonna need a lawyer 'cos I"m gonna sue everyone pretty soon. >:O

things change so, so much.

I got an email in my Yahoo email account about how Geocities was going to close. And I was like, wow, I remember Geocities. And then I remembered how much I wanted to learn HTML and design websites and learn computer programming and become a computer science major and go to MIT when I was itty-bitty. And boyish.

And then I visited Krissy's old site, and WHOOSH everything came at me like a huge wave. I remember being this HUGE otaku and raving about how awesome this and that was. And that you hadn't experienced anime until you'd seen Neon Genesis Evangelion. And that pretty much all of my music was Japanese - AiM, Wada Kouji (okay the entire Digimon soundtrack for god's sake), Hamasaki Ayumi, Final Fantasy soundtracks... holy shit oh my god. And I remember I really wished I had been born with the name Sarah. HAHA. Wow. Anime's just not the same anymore. All the anime I ever hear of nowadays is really lame. The last anime I watched was Bartender, and Nolan sent me the manga before that (which was really short)

It's kind of strange seeing people do what I used to want to do. Go to Japan, speak fluent Japanese, draw all kinds of awesome shit, you know.

Anyway I still freaking love Japan, and all things Japanese, I just do it in private now and I don't roll with the otakus anymore. And I think I might love France a little bit more now.

Today I realized that a good number of the people I'd love to keep in touch with and remain a part of my life most likely don't want the same thing.

I shouldn't be hurt, because they weren't very close friends, but I am.

I guess that's why I'm keeping myself busy with pledging, right?

I'm sure you can guess who I had it with.

I'm in the kitchen finishing putting away something. TN comes out of his room and walks into the kitchen.

TN: [whiny] I'm tiiiiiiiired.
Me: [thinking "you've GOT to be fucking kidding me."] Um. Then why don't you go to sleep?
TN: I dunnooooo.
Me: [thinking "STOP BOTHERING ME JUST BECAUSE I AM IN THE KITCHEN."] You should go to sleep.
TN: It's too eaaaaarly.
Me: [thinking, "I REALLY don't have time for this."] *walks to room* Dude, THEN STOP COMPLAINING! *shuts door*

Seriously though, what I've described in the past few entries of him is only the very tip of the iceberg. I've got stories. Oh, I've GOT stories, if you guys want to ask me in a conversation later, 'cos they're all pretty much stories for me to theatrically tell with exaggerated motions (or caps, on AIM)

In other news, I made some AWESOME Thai green curry. You only WISH you had some of it. Oh yeah.

I went to a rush event tonight. It was pretty fun, but I had to leave the session for first-time rush people early 'cos I had to go home =( There's another one on Thursday... I'm DEFINITELY going. This sorority seems like it'd be an awesome place for me and the girls all seem chill and easy-going. It's such a small sorority, though, and there were at least like 30 rushees tonight. =/ I dunno if there'd be a place for me, so I'm still looking.

Anyway, that was my first taste of the Greek system.

You know, I have no idea what's with my major. Every time I mention I'm doing cell and molecular bio everyone around be goes "OHHHHHH WHAT THE FUUUUCK." I mean, I know it's got a lot of syllables but it's not a big deal, haha. Looking at small things. Except chodes. We don't look at those. Maybe it just doesn't seem like a big deal to me simply because I chose it myself. Or maybe it's because I'm at a CSU and everyone's doing like pre-nursing or fashion & design merchandising or something. At a UC it'd prolly be nbd.

School itself has been okay. I've been keeping up with my classes (at least I think I have). I have a 2-hour break in between on TTH and a three hour break on MW. Which is... ridic. I dunno what do do with myself with all that time. Except on TTH I just go to Kathy's since she lives on campus. Her roommates are pretty cool, except Tiffany, and I only say that because I haven't talked to Tiffany much.

The weather here is RIDIC. It'll be pretty cold, so I'll leave the house with a sweatshirt and a scarf on, but then I'll get on the stuffy bus to get to class, and then I'll walk to class, and I'll be sweating bullets. Maybe it's just my body. I dunno. I HOPE I LOSE WEIGHT WITH ALL THIS WALKING. I'M JUST GONNA SAY.

Also, it's always cloudy, so I walk out of the house and don't think I need sunglasses on, but it's still INFURIATINGLY BRIGHT outside. Like sunglasses-needing bright. IT'S CRAZY I DUNNO :<

It's so weird meeting all the people I've been talking to Facebook face-to-face, hahahaha. It's like, hey nice to meet you, oh wait have I seen you somewhere oh yeah we were talking on Facebook before. HAHAHA. Oh yeah. I have a friend who is also named Eva. But she pronounces it with the E as a short vowel. So I was complaining how people always say my name like her name, and she was like OMG PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY MY NAME LIKE YOURS. And I said WE SHOULD SWITCH. :D

Hmm, other than that I can't say there's much to report (though that was a long post for "not much to report"). I'm coming home again Friday evening and staying until Tuesday evening, because furlough days have lengthened various weekends throughout the year. I'm paying more to get less education, FML and middle fingers to the state legislature who let money slip down the drain by not being able to write a freaking budget.

Oh, and I NEED A JOB OUT HERE! :(

I forgot :(

My nasal passages are all snotty and gross ew. I need a tissue or a neti pot or something >:(

Well, a room IN the house. And, not really until I sign the contract. BUT IT'S SOMETHING.

YAY I HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE!

Went househunting.

BITCHASS

Possibly my future home, hopefully the landlord accepts us. It looks bad on the outside, but the inside is really nice. I'll be living with this guy named Tim, who kind of freaks/stresses out a lot, Maricon, and Heather Marcy for sure, and we need more people to fill the other rooms.

Also, I like how MOLLY got housing before me? wtf? She sent her application in APRIL, I sent mine in FEBRUARY. Clearly something is FUCKED UP here as I'm still #144.

Well, yet again there's not much to update and I am writing yet again out of compulsion. And it's not angry compulsion either! I would do that rather appealing meme/survey Baka and Georgie posted, but I'm on my ipod touch right now and Steve Jobs didn't think anything of copy/paste abilities until well after this device was released. Speaking of which, the iPhone commercials are real dumb. It's like, "HEY LOOK WE'RE PUTTING IN SOME NEW FEATURES THAT AREN'T VERY EXCITING, WE JUST LEFT THEM OUT IN PREVIOUS RELEASES! BUY A NEW IPHONE JUST SO YOU CAN COPY/PASTE!" But I digress.

I'm getting rather stressed/moody, though I don't need to be. I would very much enjoy seeing non-Scott friends outside of work and drumline, except my schedule is so full of work and drumline I can't really do much else. Also clearly since I am writingthis at 5:30 am I can't sleep either.

The other night I stayed up til 6am cleaning. I cleaned the living room and some of my room. Both only look marginally better. I wish I hadn't inherited the trait of being a packrat and organizing by putting things in piles from my mother. Well, my mom prolly won't notice that I cleaned, but that's prolly more cleaning than I've ever done in my life. I'm on kind of a cleaning high, so I am definitely doing more soon. I am prolly hooked on seeing magical transformations. Too many infomercials. I also mailed Winni a postcard :D

While packing things for college, I realized that Ibought a green comforter. I am so dumb! I forgot to keep in mind what my other sheets look like. It'll look fine with the sheets Elaine gave me, which are a pale yellow, but I also bought pink sheets on clearance. My bed is going to look like a watermelon. Oh well, if anyone has a problem with it they can suck it.

I won this lip gloss palette from pursebuzz.com a while back, and I've been keeping it in my purse. Well of course it's been pretty hot (not this week of course, but last week and the week before that) so it melted! Ugh! I hate it when stuff does that. Well, it still smells okay and everything, so it hasn't gone bad, and it didn't get all over my purse so not a huge dilemma. It just looks not-so-pretty now. :(

Um, if any of you go to KFC in the near future you MUST get that 5 dollar fill-up box and get your fried chicken on. Or grilled. I don't hate.

Today I'm putting mail in the mailbox for Winni and Ricardo. :>

There isn't much to say. I think I have some temporary accommodations to be rooming with someone from Mountain View in an apartment at SF because we're both on the waitlist. But I just checked my email and HOLY WOW I MOVED FROM #304 TO #222. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.

Um, I bought pretty new clothes the other day? :3

Drumline starts tomorrow. It'll be... interesting, from what I hear. I'm pretty sure the freshmen will need a good working over.

I miss Winni. :

I'm just updating to brag that I'm done with the workweek and I get a paycheck this weekend! Well it's not really a check because I have direct deposit. But it's the first one in a loooooong time. And the one I got when I started working at my new job didn't count because that was only for ONE DAY OK >O

I'm finally going to see triple digits! :D :D :D

... my day is ruined by my RIDICULOUS family.

I love them, really, I do. From a distance. I can't stand my mom when I'm under the same roof as her. August, come faster.